Week of July 14th
If you have any ideas for prompts please send them to me at luna@the-iron-gate.com. I would be grateful for some added thoughts!
- “Power is the ultimate aphrodisiac.” -Henry Kissinger
- “Our lives improve only when we take chances - and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves.” -Walter Anderson
- “The longest journey of any person is the journey inward.” -Dag Hammerskjvld
- Do you have any body modifications? Would you ever be interested in pursuing body modification?
- How do you communicate when you are angry/upset?
This journal propt particularly is particularly interesting…while power is indeed a heady thing as a sub/slave, the opportunity or desire to persue it doesnt really present itself nor do i lament this. It is my pleasure to serve and to demand service through demonstrating power is so against my nature it is physically draining.
Honesty, especially in a power exchange relationship is essential. Honesty to Master is not only firmly required but it is my desire to give it to Him. Honesty must begin from within, if i am not honest with myself, how than can i give honesty to Master. Denial of personal truth limits the scope of any interpersonal relationship a person can have. In a D/S relationship the relationship must be strong and clearly defined. Withholding parts of the truth is the same as lieing and not sharing ones whole self with ones partner is also dishonest.
The journey inward into ones deeper self is indeed an amazing one. Master seems determined to psychoanalyze me till He is sure He has found the whole picture of what makes me tick. I wish Him the best of luck and respectfully state that i believe He will need it. The jury seems to still be out on the question of if it is even possible to finish the journey inward, at the moment it seems so impossible to me…but that doesnt make it so.
Ah body modifications, this is a HUGE topic with Master. He permitted the industrial piercing in my ear, provided He was there. Master appears to be at least receptive to my humble yet, admittedly continual, requests for nipple/clit piercings. Of course if He says no thats that but it is a conversation is progress. Also discussed is a tatoo of His and my design potentially on my ass or thigh but, this also, is a conversation is progress.
Hmm, when anger and dissapointment needs to be conveyed….To Master’s amusement, i do tend to pout and use puppy dog eyes to attempt to playfully persuade Master to change His mind on non-serious matters. Anger at Master has never been and will hopefully never occur, it is unfathomable. There have been occasions in life outside Our/our relationship where Master has recieved phone calls or text messeges where i told Him about what was bothering me, often in tears. Master is always there for me, and is, naturally, the best shoulder to cry on in the whole world. i love Him with every fiber of my being and just hearing His voice is immensely calming to my soul.
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